Malik, I know you're not going to accept this apology, God knows I don't deserve to be forgiven, but at least let me explain and understand from my perspective.
If I could, I would have prevented the moment when she was taken away from us, if I had that choice, I would have taken it. For fuck's sake, you guys felt like my family, a feeling I didn't have for a very long time.
I tried to prevent this from happening, but after your little Gramophone fiasco and after Alesa voiced her clear dislike and disgust for our organization. They wanted to remove her, in order for you to finally be convinced to work for them, it was their plans, their schemes and I had to make a choice. Either I sacrifice one friend for the life of the other, or they kill both of you.
So yeah, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for constantly being caught up between those choices which are out of my control. I'm sorry for you having a stick up your ass on working for them. I'm sorry your actions made Alesana write that post which ultimately brought her demise.
I'm sorry to Alesana...
You know who I'm not sorry to? You, Malik. Who the fuck are you, to blame me for everything? You're just as much to blame for this as I am, since it was your loud mouth, your actions that brought this upon her, upon me!
Oh no, let's blame Claude, like we always do, right? I thought that this moment would at least make you grow up a little, but no, I was wrong, you still have that childish mentality, you still think that you are always correct, you still think that you are the voice of the voiceless?
You know what, fuck you! You threaten me? Well, right back at you buddy.
I hope you know that they are hunting you down and once they do, I doubt they will settle for only the skin this time.
Have a fun life.
I blame you for letting it happen. I ble Malik for being dense enough to think he can change an organisation built to its core and foundation on blood, suffering, illusion, exploitation and death in the first place.
ReplyDelete*I blame Malik
DeleteAs well.
You are both idiots. Enough said.
ReplyDeleteThanks for that insightful comment, any more of your wisdom you can share with us?
DeleteShe said "Enough said". Get that "pay" of reading glasses, Claude.
DeleteYou people are fucking pathetic. You're seriously trying to shift the blame?
ReplyDeleteI think you need to get yourself a pay of glasses, cause clearly you can't read the post properly.
DeleteAt what point in the post am I shifting the blame? I know I let them in, I know I didn't do anything to help Alesana, I know I blatantly lied and etc. I know that I have to go to sleep every night, realizing the fact that one of my really good friends is dead and it's partially my fault.
Now, shifting the blame would be me saying that Malik did it. Do I say that? No. I'm sharing the blame, because it's not entirely my fault and that's a fact.
*pair of glasses
Delete*mostly your fault.
DeleteJust figured I would fix this mistake for you. Your welcome.
While we're correcting Claude, *realising and also in your post, *organisation. Only Americans use the Zs.
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