Ugh

I'm ill, I feel like shit, I've been feeling like shit for the past couple of weeks, hence my silence.

Can't even come outside while there's sun light, instant head ache and muscle weakness, to the point where I want to throw up, fall down and lose consciousness, and that's what I've been doing most of the time nowadays, as soon as the sun comes up, I just stay in my hideout and most of the times I just lose consciousness in the safety of darkness, until the loss off consciousness turns into sleep.

However, recently, shit got weird.

As I was sleeping, in my sleep, this feeling overwhelmed me, feeling of warmth and safety, the usual cold concrete under my back was replaced with warmth, the paranoia and fear were replaced with absolute safety and protection. Such unfamiliar feeling, of course, forced me to wake up and that's when I saw her, her infinite blue eyes radiating so much light, her long hair floating, as if extreme wind was blowing through my hideout, of course, there was no wind. Her body, floating through the air with no effort, as if it's absolutely weightless.

I tried to move, tried to get up, but my body refused to move, hell, it didn't even feel like I was in my own body, because the feelings I was experiencing weren't the feelings a regular human could experience.

And that's when I thought that I was dead, my body just never woke up from the sleep, the illness got to me, my body just gave up.

Sounds stupid I know, especially coming from me.

Anyways, this woman started floating towards me, slowly, spreading her arms in the process. Until she was interrupted, by none other than Slender Man himself. Very quickly, as if a subliminal message in the middle of a seemingly harmless video, he appeared behind her and his tendrils spread around her, after which a flash of red accompanied by an echoing scream, instantly forced me to wake up.

Cold sweat running down my face, hands shaking and body refusing to stand up for a couple of minutes.

I'm losing it.