Farewell Franky

Franky was transfered today.

We were notified of his transfer 3 days before. The news didn't seem to hit Claude, or Malik too hard, but I felt really sad, realizing that Franky isn't going to be around here anymore. He might have been silent all the time, however, me and him got along really well. I'm not sure how to explain this, but he always showed interest to everything around him, when Malik was drumming, he was sitting at the door, listening. When I was cooking, he was observing very carefully, of course I invited him to help me and managed to teach him how to cook. He also helped me out with my various photo shoots, mostly he would scout out interesting locations.

We threw him a little farewell party, surprisingly Malik did attend it. What was more surprising is that him and Claude didn't even argue, not once. I guess Franky did grow on all of us, I'm really happy to see that both Malik and Claude are able to put aside their differences, in order to give a warm farewell to our friend.

If you're reading this Franky, I hope you don't die and I hope that we get to see you again soon.

Good luck.

Angry Atmosphere

Hey guys, haven't been on here for a while.

So, I'm pretty sure you know what happened. Claude and Malik are constantly arguing now, not a day goes by without them yelling at each other, I'm getting worried.

Malik locked himself up in his room and refuses to leave it, occasionally getting out to go to the bathroom, or get some food. He stopped going on missions, I mean, I don't judge him for that, or anything, it's just that Claude keeps saying that if Malik doesn't do his part, the "Higher Ups" will come back for him and he just says that he doesn't care.

I don't know what happened to Malik, he never seemed to care about what he is told what to do and etc. That whole Megaphone Scene was so surprising to hear for me, it's just not like Malik to do a stunt like that. It sounded like he was trying to rally up a rebellion, or something. This is such a sudden change from him, I just don't understand.

And while I don't agree with everything he said, I do agree with one point. I don't understand people in this neighborhood. I mean, I know for a fact that a good majority of them are doing this, only so they can survive. What difference does it make if we serve or run? Sure we have the pleasure of having houses, showers, etc. But another group attack like the last one and those houses don't do anything for us.

To be honest, if it weren't for Malik's quick thinking and taking the lead, we wouldn't be able to organize ourselves for that attack, "The Higher Ups" weren't doing much to help us.

Here's the most disgusting part, we survive by killing people and I hate being a part of this organization, I would have no problem becoming a runner, but I don't want to leave my friends behind.

Didn't expect this to turn into a rant, oh well.

So, What Happened.

So, it's pretty much obvious at this point in time, that I was attacked by people sent from "The Higher Ups". I mean, it's obvious, I don't have any significant enemies, I may have pissed a lot of people off, but this wasn't a usual attack, this was a warning, this was to keep me on a leash. I mean, who else would know which Tattoo's to cut off from my arm that are very important to me? Question rises, why won't they just kill me? Because they need people like me, they need strategists, because they are sorely lacking in that regard all over the country. Now any smart person would just "get the message", they would stay quiet and do what they are told, right? Well, I guess I'm pretty stupid, because as I showed, I took my megaphone outside and started a scene.

The following statement, is exactly what I said out loud into my megaphone, to our entire neighborhood, in the middle of the night, on top of the roof of my house:

"I feel a lot better, in case any of you were wondering.

I was attacked by (-Name Redacted-)'s men, because of the thing's I've said. I didn't get in trouble, because I published a falsified post on my blog, which puts my loyalty into question. I didn't just get in trouble because I said that this organization is filled inside and outside with a parade of shameless ass kissers. I got in trouble basically because I have the balls to say things, that nobody else, in this organization has the balls to say.

It's funny to me how (Leaving their name out) can stay quiet after the death of their daughter because of a lousy infiltration plan. It's even more funnier to me that we are clearly being treated like garbage and all we do is just bend over and take it.

I can tell you now, I joined this organization, because I wanted to live longer and I can tell that the majority of you people are here because of the same reason. Yet, we're not getting that, what is supposed to be a precise organization is becoming a mess, people get disposed of left and right and WE let them do that. And they don't mind, because we are untouchable in regards to our numbers, no other organization can touch us, but that's the problem, isn't it? It's this illusion of invulnerability that makes them let their guard down and WE are the ones paying for that sense of invulnerability with our lives.

But why the fuck am I even trying, I know for a fact that everyone here is scared shitless of saying what is on their minds!"

I would have said more, but that's when Claude came back and forced me off of the roof.

What The Fuck is Your Malfunction!?

Since you don't want to open your fucking room and fucking talk, and your fucking phone is once again, fucking turned off, I'm forced to post this bullshit here, so you better fucking READ and THINK!

What you did tonight, with that little fucking megaphone, are you failing to understand that you're hurting only yourself?

If what you say is true, the fact that "The Higher Ups" have sent their men, to personally assault you, to send a message to you, etc.

Do you really think that it's smart to do what you did tonight? I doubt it's any problem for them to send their men a second time.

For once, for fucking once in your life, THINK before you DO!

You Want an Explanation?

You want to know what happened to me? Well let me tell you, using this:

Time to vent.

Found Him.

Alesana is taking care of him right now, so I'll be posting.

We found him in the forest, behind his favorite bar. He goes there when he is frustrated, usually spends two nights there, maybe less, then comes back and continues doing his work. Knowing that he usually spends his time there, we started looking there. Asked the bar man, the guards, some customers, they all claimed that they saw nothing. Me and Alesana split up, she went to look for him at the neighborhood, I went to look for him in the general area where the bar was. Didn't take me long to find him, he was in a ditch, covered up by bushes and shit.

Somebody jumped him. This wasn't the usual beating from your local bullies: knife wounds and cut off pieces of flesh? No, this isn't your usual bullying, this is something more serious.

So far he didn't say anything, he's being really silent about this whole incident. Occasionally, he spits out an insult here and there, but he's not telling us anything about the incident.

Contacted my "Higher Ups" explained the situation to them, they said that he can take a week off. That should be enough time to heal up for him.

This neighborhood is slowly going to hell.

Getting Worried

It's not unusual for Malik to just wander off, he usually goes out when hes frustrated, but he never was away for longer than two nights straight.

It's been four or five days now and he's not answering his phone, nobody from the neighborhood saw him, nothing.

I'm getting worried. Me and Claude are going to go out looking for him today, if we won't be able to find him, we will ask Franky for help, maybe one of his friends will help us find him.

I hope nothing bad happened to him.

Would it kill you to charge your fucking phone?

Malik, you dumb piece of shit.

First of; Charge your fucking phone.

Second; Inform me when you take a leave for 3 nights straight.

Third; Since your phone isn't charged, I have to put this up here in order for you to read it. Your last post didn't win you any favors with the "Higher Ups". They're pissed and they wanted to relocate your ass, I barely managed to convince them to let you stay with us. You better fucking appreciate it.

Fourth; Get your ass back here immediately, you have an assignment waiting for you.

Shit head.